2day i feel rlly bad and my mom decided i better shouldn't go to work.
so i stayed at home and was trying to sleep another 2 hours.
guess what i saw in my dream? nope, nothing that i expected.
i even didn't see my ex-best friend. whom i see there for a week already
instead of anything usual i saw Ueda Tatsuya 2day. and it rlly shocked me.
why Ueda? i never thought about him too much. i not even talked about him ...
my mind is rlly strange thing. i can't understand it. hm ...
anyway it was very nice dream. so i better should say 'arigatou' for Ueda-san))

i shall never talk about japanese boys and sex late at night again.
i slept very badly after that. these erotic dreams shouldn't count as good sleeping.
rlly i will not talk about japanese boys and sex. never again. XD

p.s. and new Popeye scans ... omfg! it's just too much for me! <3
how one man can be sooo hot and gorgeous? how??? oO

really, i must stop reading posts about Jin's solo song for new album.
it worried me too much. and i can do nothing with this feelings.
i just hope it all our imagination and everything will be all right.
'coz Jin is the one of the best singers in this industry. hontoni.
it will be very sad if he leave. and i think he, himself, never wanted to do this. really.
wasn't he the one who said that he's happy only when he sleep or sing?
what heppend with his happiness if he won't be able to sing anymore?

i pray for smb in the sky to set things right. and to care about Akanishi-san.
i want him to stay in KAT-TUN. but i also want him to be very-very happy. <3